The title of this post is probably more exciting than the post itself, but i just wanted to share that today I’m having another one of those days where I am a complete fog, various parts of my body go numb and limp for a while and then wake up just as unexpectedly as they went to sleep in the first place.
The fog annoys me a bit as my vision is awful on these days. It’s almost as if I have dirty smudged & scratched lenses over my eyeballs. The sight problem usually stays with me all day on days like this, but it also comes and goes on it’s own throughout the day unexpectedly.
Having to go up and down a spiral staircase repeatedly all day with a limp (dead) leg, foggy vision, an overwhelming feeling of cloudy, marshmallow like, well everything for the most part. The only thing that really tends to bother me to the point of pain is my joints.
My fingers start to curl in like claws or something and feel as though they are attached with a rubber band every time you try to use one and pull it back from it’s crab or lobster imitation. My hips bother me a great deal on these comfortable numb days and the best thing for me to do is to stay off of them - meaning staying in bed most of the time and changing position repeatedly throughout the day.
I try to make the best of these days by limiting my movement and relaxing, reading something, meditating, napping and getting lost in the inter-web. I have started to look at these days as the way my body is telling me that I need a break.
ciao for now. i’m off to take a nap.